Oh mai... This is new...

(*looks up at other posts* Yeah, "hallucinations" aren't always visual. My anxiety and PTSD has given me a lot of ones relating to hearing-- I'll think I hear someone calling my name, or just a voice that isn't there and is too faint to understand. It generally only happens when I'm nervous and by myself, like if my parents are out late and for some reason my anxiety is getting to me.

But yes. Happy Easter. XD)

(Yeah... it could have probably been an hallucination or something, Pluto. It's possible.

Also, Easter is going kind of meh right now at my grandparents' house. My mom and I were makin wong tongs for dinner, and my Nonni was in the kitchen with us; during that, one of them smacked my butt multiple times. I turned around and kind of stared at the both of them like 'wtf??? can you not', and then she kind of went on about how it was all fun and games and that if I wanted to be alone I would pretty much have to be a hermit. All I wanted was for them to kind of understand that I didn't like that, but they apparently don't understand that even if it was fun and games, it can still bother someone.)

Considering how I didnt get alot of sleep last night I wouldnt be surprised. But COME ON! WHY A FUCKIN JESSE MCARTNY SONG!!! AT LEAST MAKE ME HEAR SOMETHING GOOD! XD

Happy zombie Jesus day as a friend of mine renamed it *shot for assholeness*)

(...Okay, that sounds a lot better than Happy Respawned Jesus day. XP)

THANKS TO TUMBLR I HAVE JUST NOW FOUND OUT THAT 90% OF THE CAST OF SUPERNATURALS SUPPORTING CHARACTERS WERE ONCE DISNEY CHANNEL STARS! HOLY SHIT!)

(Wow... xP)

(There's a reason why I hate printing shit out for school at home... It passes through my mother, since it's her computer that has a printer, and it just stresses me the fuck out because she changes what I've written. I mean, I know that she's doing it to help and everything, but I still hate it... I honestly hoped that I could just print everything out at school, but no, my school is too fucking cheap to fix the colour printer. It died in September, and it's still not fixed. I'm just stupidly aggravated right now, and it's just over something really stupid like this. It really didn't help that her printer started crapping out because of all the colour I had to print.)

(Hi... I'm fine, I guess. That whole thing this morning kind of passed.)

(

For some reason, this reminds me of Shalpha... XP)

Yep. Thats Shalpha. That's the ship XD )

(I know. XD

Alpha: .///.")

(That is so them... XD

Sorry for being so quiet today. Last night I started feeling sick, and I've been in bed all day. At my usual Monday appointment now-- it was too late to cancel without getting fined $50. So I'll blab at my therapist for a bit and then go home and lie down again.)

(I know. XP

No, it's alright... *hugs* I'm glad to hear from you, even though you're sick... Just chill out, alright? I mean, if you wanna talk about anything, you can message me, but just focus on getting better, alright?)

(I'm almost tempted to come back out to see you again but I can't cause I don't have enough time off yet. ;n; )

(Trust me, I don't want company and nobody wants mine. I'm all bleh. My dad bought some ginger ale and crackers though, so I'll survive. *curls up in bed*)

(Well, at least the ginger ale'll help a little. ^^' *pets* Just chill out for a while, alright?)

(I'm cool with that idea...)

(Good. ^^" I'm kind of in the middle of drawing a picture for you, but I dunno if I like it.)

(This guy. Just saying.)

(I'll have to watch it at home... The WiFi won't let me go on YouTube. ^^')

(Not even a minute and a half in, that's Tumblr. It literally is Tumblr.)

(Yup. XD)

(I'm just glad he didn't use the term 'feminazi'. Because I would be friggin' pissed.

But yeah. Are you feeling any better today?)

(A little bit. Still kinda bleh, but better than yesterday.)